jammer wrote:

Oh...i'm so sorry. Don't think i don't understand. I ran over my cat a
few weeks ago. 16 yr old darling Mainecoon. It destroyed me. She was
my baby.

Oh Jammer, I am so sorry. Maine Coons have such unique and in your face
personalities. For me, of all my cats that I have lost over the years,
the one Maine Coon I have lost still hurst to this day, almost ten years
later. I have a female currently and know that losing her will be really
rough even though her "name of the day" is often not something one would
call an animal who they purport to adore. *smile*

Cybe R, as everyone else has said, just wait before filling in your
pond. The desire to start over will come back once the pain eases a bit.

Susan
shsimko at duke dot edu