Hello Jon, rec.gardens receives a lot of SPAM and junk posts which
tends to make people quite grouchy and irritable. We can't verify to
see if you are actually suffering from cerebral palsy and there are
plenty of idiots trying to exploit peoples kindness, hence the rude
replies. It's actually a wee bit counter-productive since it irritates
newbies or people like you, who then start to flame us; but such is
USENET as i've come to realise.

As JC said, you might want to check out:
http://oneredpaperclip.blogspot.com/
It's about this guy who traded his way to house starting from a paper
clip.

BTW:
Your web site on Tripod has been pulled down.

You might also try learning web-design since you seem to be able to
operate a mouse and keyboard and knew about Tripod.
There is a program called EMule that you could download and use -
"http://prdownloads.sourceforge.net/emule/eMule0.47a.zip" - to get
free books on various topics ( HTML/CSS/JavaScript ). Your posts are
offtopic so you musn't try this on other newsgroups or you will get
scragged! Do remember that inspite off the sense of anonymity on the
Internet, it's not really anonymous and people can track you down if
they so desire.