Spectre, I'm so sorry for your losses. I remember when you lost your little
girl, but didn't know about the others. I never know what to say at times
like this, but keep the faith, Kid: sooner or later things WILL get better.
It's nice that you have the pond to sit by: I realized how calming it can be
during 9/11. May Peace and Joy find you . . .

Lee
"Spectre" wrote in message
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I don't know if you remember me. I haven't posted in a long time. I'd
say
about 2 years ago I started and hung around religiously while I learned
and
built, and learned and rebuilt. And learned and rebuilt. :P I hung
around
throughout my pregnancy. I love my pond, and had dreams of my little girl
with me out there, watching the fish and frogs, daydreaming, relaxing,
playing. I gave birth that October, and my little girl passed away at 11
days old. I stopped posting, except for one here and there.

Over the past year and a half since then, I've lost 4 pets, and in recent
weeks miscarried my second little one. The most peaceful place I have
found
is beside my pond, watching my fish and frogs.

I just wanted to say thank you so much for this story. I cried! It's so
beautiful.

Thanks John.

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Spectre